You Dismantle Me

So tonight I realised this is an entirely new life experience for me. Sweet nothings exchanged daily/nightly from a distance, with no beginning or end in sight.

Full of anticipation and longing; perhaps I could see this as something exciting rather than painful?

I remain optimistic about the future as I anxiously count down for a five day fix.

God I miss him.

6 months to go until this becomes my daily life :)

Feelings.

Where did they come from? Why do they exist? They came out of nowhere!

There’s nothing you can do about them. You can’t switch them off, tell them to go away or ignore them.

Now my heart beats 1000km away from me.

It’s not fair.